by Carnath-Emory » Mon Nov 05, 2012 10:00 am
What if she had decided he was here to kill her? And she might have - a month ago, a week ago. A different Darkenhold, then. A different swordswoman, too, lame in the arm and in every way on fire. These, now, are simpler moments. Time enough has passed to smooth some of her raw edges, and Aleksei himself is so unwaveringly pleasant, so completely unlike anything she might have associated with the bundle of ferocity that was once her first student...
"Mm. Wrong of me to ask, I think." Regarding Aeryn. And very much the way in which she'd phrased it, and that it was so absolutely the question of a woman absent long enough that her understanding of that boy's madness was second-hand and tainted with impersonal regret. All the same, Aleksei might consider this a tribute to his genial nature: that within less than an hour of introductions, a swordswoman's seldom inclined to apologies has offered him one already. The sudden sickness in his eyes, after all. The quiet distraction in his words when he says the very few things which he must. The hint of old, dark patterns drawn just beneath her skin - and it is only a hint, stirring into motion as the memory seizes him, subsiding back into pallour soon after, and in this moment, in this uneven light, he might never realise that it had happened at all.
Certainly she hardly has.
"Cinnabar Calomel," because she will steer them away from her error immediately, "is certainly worth the meeting. And I think that he might be glad of the conversation. Too long a recluse, that one." And not made for such seclusion, in her opinion - but then her capacity for such judgements is notoriously odd. "Oh, your stomach's your own concern," and was that almost a smile? A little unkind, perhaps; a little wry. "I know one of the writers. But as for the rest? Mm. I have never read these; I have never wanted to. The rumours they told - back then - were worse than what might've found its way into Meetinghouse records, I think. People and their - superstitions. Yes?"
That, as the young man fills some small gaps in her understandings. As he sketches the outline of a thing which she could not have stood to guess at. And when he slightly leans, afterwards, when his features take on a cast of something like anticipation: "But what is this? - No, this is no story, and despite the strangeness of this encounter the swordswoman is almost laughing; has lifted a hand, demuring, and leans a little back in her seat after it. "It is only - mm. Travel North. As far as you can go, and then a little further. Snow as far as the eye can see." This very small smile; this fleeting distance in her eyes. "I am told that the word for our home should have been 'Deprivation'. If you would know a thing of stubborness, picture land grown rocky and hard with misuse and with ice; picture mines that yield coarse stone, trash. Each year is another turn of starving, each year even the finest Houses turn their firstborn into the fields to take their turn at the ploughs -
Imagine that despite this these people stay. Year after year, unless they've the sense of Sera Kaczmarek and her brood," and this time it's a smile for true, small and warm, and for no reason at all except that her respect for Magda Kaczmarek has not once waned. "So that when you say that Agnieszka is strong-willed and hard-headed - well."
Now he knows.
Just the smallest part.