by Cinnabar » Fri Oct 12, 2012 10:04 am
Some vague shrug as she speaks of paper-thin brutes, men of no substance. Perhaps you ought to look closer, he almost says, but it would be a distraction. A digression.
"He has worth. He'd not find himself in Glenn Burnie's employ if he didn't. But yes - he's an artist, certainly. He knows his craft, knows his tools and how best to wield them - blades and words both, hm? So it's understandable for one to hold him in the highest respect." For all that he'd tried to work a murder upon her flesh, for all that he'd come close. A great deal of skill, wielded consciously or not. On the matter of regrets he must think for a time, weighing the options, the cases for or against.
"He might've recovered well here, and you might've learned much more about him - and about the man he serves, the ideals he protects. About his customs and culture." He can't help but grin at that, the thought of swordswoman and assassin discussing charming traditions and the quality of fine wine.
"I suspect I know the answer he'll give. Well, one of two - either no, I serve a noble cause, or yes, but." Always that but, that attempt to rationalise, to explain. "No man acts without a reason, even if it is false, or shallow, or mistaken. The interest comes in learning whether the reason he claims - the reason he believes - is his true motivation, or a more palatable justification."
There are lies men tell themselves, and they are not always even aware of it. He sobers for a moment, voice quiet, cautioning.
"Be most vigilant against the man whose sole reason is because I can, or because no one can stop me. He is a beast, and no atrocity is beyond him."
He nods in agreement on the point of virtue, of how it costs; far easier to relent, to yield, to accede to whatever base impulses or fears might drive you.
"We pay for our virtue with blood and tears. Every day." The alternative, the price of not paying, is unthinkable.
Then there is an account of the conversations, alluded to before and now elaborated upon; talk of sparring, of challenge, of improvisation and cheating. His features grow more intent when she describes that goal, that vow, and he nods slowly.
"He told me the same thing. Recently, when I raised the idea of sparring with the idea of perhaps rebuilding that friendship, hm? He said I must promise not to hold back either; he'd hate to hurt me." Thoughtful, eyes downcast as if to survey the board. "I've not mentioned the idea again."
Overturning the game board, though. A small frown, gaze turning aside as he considers their conversation so far, of the last few moments in particular. Finally he looks up, with the air of one who, after racking his brains over a riddle, must grudgingly admit defeat and seek its solution.
"Explain."