by Teron_Ashfiend » Thu Aug 09, 2012 10:59 am
The gypsy stammers and stutters beneath an infernal, unblinking gaze. SImmering eyes take in her disturbed bandages as she offered the barn for slumber and as she unceremoniously dumped a pile of clothing on the closest table, whose uneven surface wobbled beneath the sudden weight. A step forward had Teron's ghatly pale, unarmored hands poking and prodding through them in a blind search. Fabric fell and left shadows beneath, the ghost of another hand, and the errant memory of the length of blond hair. His own hair fell into his gaze, obscuring the gypsy from view, as memory obscured the rest.
The Starchild had fled into the antechamber beyond the gallery, where shambling hordes battled against the queen's royal guard. A firm grasp for Deliverance, whose length bore the steady rhythmic pulse of dribbling scarlet life, and the other hand for those doubledoors had them being cast aside. The screams of battle echoed behind him in somber, dissonant chorus to the child's tortured breathing. It was little more than a closet, with open wardrobes, whose contents spilled onto the floor and huddled about their huddling captive.
Teron teached for those garments, pulling aside cloaks and gowns as the secret beneath and within turned and fumbled to avoid his grasp. The Starchild burrowed deeper, avoided an angered stab with his blood-blackened blade, swallowed a shriek, and scurried further into the pile of would-be graveclothes. Another dive of his fist unearthed a single worn boot and wooden necklace, a bite for his trouble, and nothing further.
Stepping back, he raised his free hand before him and called upon his sorcery to set his anger and hammer it into a flame to burn and consume whatever flesh yet huddled within the chamber.
He halted, the towering figure clad in rags and bereft of armor, as the gypsy's offered garments spilled out a wooden necklace of beads that scraped against the table, partly muffled by the wrapping clothes. He plucked it from the surface and studied it, a thumb wandered over the curve of its figurepiece: a simple, elegant dove.
"You were right about me," he whispered into the dark with words that bloomed with the truth revealed to him in his prison of the soul. "About the killing, the slaughter and destruction. Six thousand years of devestation," he paused as the enormity of it all whispered at the limits of his hearing, from just beyond the reach of his chained spirit. "To prove to myself that I was a monster, to earn for myself, in my heart, the need for my extermination."
"And yet the more you, and the others fought me, the more you learned and shared with me," that voice dropped to a sepulchre whisper. "The more I needed it, as if in bloodshed I had forged some measure of friends, and been understood by at least one human being."
The gypsy's hand fell upon his forearm as the chill swelled about her grasp, leeching out from dead and chaining flesh that bound his simmering soul in the shadow of his burning rage. A tempered and diminished rage, but a rage all the same that bid the sun ignore his flesh and the shadows to reach and bow for him.
"Too soon," Teron murmured with his eyes yet upon the dove. "It is too soon for such things as rest and sleep." He turned from her, ignorant of her grasp and its wondering intent, as a pair of paces took him within the circle of battered armor once again. The circle welcomed him as he stepped into armored boots and guards, cinched the straps about his legs, and grasped the charnel tomb of his breastplate.
"Too soon for peace," he rumbled in a voice of graveyards and barren trees at midnight. "Too soon to dismiss, and forget. Peace comes through conquering, and there are yet battles left to be won." The harsh, grating syllables began to accelerate each ponderous, intentional act that resumed sealing him once more within war and death, for battles and dyings of a different bent.
"Corpses require graves, and promises require honoring. I will not abandon my betrothed for lost, to... inaction," the last words elft him in a hungry snarl, venemous with sharp, self-hate and seasoned with shame. "I will find the urn, and," a hesitancy blooms in a heavy pause as ruined lips tremble with the thought of it. "And end this. My wife," he paused, grating syllables trembled at the silent avalanche of loss. "My wife deserved better. Now, she deserves rest."
The breastplate resumed, pauldrons donned, with battered armor so ruined to make reassemblage a simpler act that otherwise thought. Bloodless hands reclaimed those strained gauntlets and were buried anew in them. A new rage for an old tomb. An aged grey scarf for the lower half of his visage, carefully wound, as flaring eyes sparked with intensity of purpose and remembered zeal. He paused, the last movement setting the chains at his side to rattle sharply in brittle chime against his armored leg in memorium of the urn that once rested there.
A gesture shrugged the black cloak back onto his looming frame, fingers captured the hood framed in golden thread and pulled it down to cast his visage into somber shadows. The dove necklace swayed in his grasp, bound up carefully about his wrist, betwixt his fingers, the bird of peace allowed to hang free.
"I was told to walk in forgiveness," Teron confessed at length. "And only in it can I stand, and do, what must be done. What I should have done, a long time ago. I am sorry," he offered in the deluge of confidences and secrets that blossomed eagerly in the torrent of truth that overflowed those wrecked lips. "Sorry for leaving you to die, that I could not stay my hand until the end."
"And yet, to do this, I may need your help. You who are mourning the loss of your kin, and I with the audacity to ask you that it be set aside for my gain."