by Kylerryth » Thu Jun 05, 2003 6:08 pm
It was the distant roar that confirmed his fears.
However, that was jumping ahead in his thoughts -- that was ignoring the rest of what was going through the channeler's head at this time, and that could not be done because those things were just as important as the flood he knew was approaching.
First and foremost, there was Ariane. Coran's frustration -- and yes, he admitted to himself, there was a bit of anger as well -- had not dulled since their last meeting. The woman was so bullheaded! When she had refused Healing, his initial desire had been to shake her by the shoulders and scream the vilest obscenities. Coran had done no such thing, of course; he had restrained himself, merely leaned forward and argued with her. A man Ariane knew -- Jason Heldenbrand; Coran did not know his name, though -- had acted as spectator, disturbingly silent except for muttering a few words here and there that sounded like the strange, coarse language Ariane herself used. Her native tongue, Coran knew; he knew, on the other hand, not a single word of it.
Eventually Alexander Kanashia, the former Captain of the Guard, had appeared. Coran did not know that man beyond his name, and only that because a woman in the streets of Myrkentown had once been talking about him, about his white hair and how pretty it was. Coran had found all these extra people unbearable -- it had been difficult enough speaking to her with Heldenbrand present, especially about so delicate a subject ... but Ariane had had no such qualms, in fact seemed to share a mutual hatred -- yes, hatred, that was all it could have been -- for magic and those who practiced it with the grizzled soldier. It was this that drove Coran away: he realized, at that moment, that he was an outsider. There was no chance, no possibly way for him to fit in with these people; they would never fully accept him, and it was on account of something he'd had absolutely no control over. The fact that they did not know that -- that he had not chosen to channel, that it was essentially forced onto him -- never occurred to him; their refusal to view him beyond what he could do was repellent and hurtful. It was when Coran realized that that he left without a word; it was then that Coran had, for a time, simply vanished.
And then, related to that scene but not past a superficial mode, was Aeri.
Coran had feelings for Aeri. He knew this. He denied it vehemently, but he knew the truth. The elven healer had shown him kindness where others had had aught but scorn or veiled courtesy; she had had soft hands that were unafraid to touch him, and eyes that shone with a caring light. Admittedly, Aeri was also absolutely gorgeous -- her silver hair, violet eyes, flawless and symmetrical features, all that and more -- it made her physically appealing -- but that was not what attracted him, at least not totally. Her strange benevolence; her highly individual personality; the inherent strength he could sense in her; and so much more, so much, those were her captivating aspects. There was an amazing depth to the woman, and Coran knew he would never be able to fathom all of it, would be lucky if he could comprehend a fraction of Aeri’s complexity.
The final thing, however, belonged to the voice. Which now had a name.
You really ought to be doing something about this weather, it had chided a day or two ago. It had only been raining then, albeit torrentially.
Why don’t you? Coran had asked. In his mind, of course. He was alone, but even when alone it felt extremely odd talking to the voice aloud.
That’s a fantastic suggestion! the voice cried. Why didn’t I think of that before?
And then Coran had felt the greatest shock he had ever experienced in his life: the voice had reached for saidin.
For a moment the voice had held on, had actually grasped the male half of the True Source and had been about to channel … but Coran had wrestled it down, forced the voice to relinquish its hold on the Source; he had seized it from the voice, and now that he was in control he addressed the voice once more.
What the hell were you trying to do, you flaming idiot? Coran had asked coldly, for while he held saidin there was no other way -- the Void shielded him from the influence of feelings and emotions. Coran could not experience the worry and fear that webbed across the Void, but he was all too aware of them.
I was going to stop this rain and the flood that will most likely follow it, the voice replied just as coldly. And my name is not ‘you flaming idiot’. My name is Aeron.
So the voice wasn’t simply ‘the voice’ anymore – it was now Aeron.
But those were all the most recent transpirations for the channeler as of late. They all had their place in his mind, but the one that came to mind now involved the voice – or, more specifically, what Aeron had said. I was going to stop this rain and the flood that will most likely it follow it.
Coran was one of the only people to be out and about today. Most people -- people who considered themselves in possession of sense -- had locked themselves indoors, possibly gathered round a flickering hearth or a table covered in food or simply conversing. Those bits of solace were treasured, and due to recent events doubly so. As if in timely reminder, a heavy gust of wind brought the smell of woodsmoke and burning flesh to Coran. He couldn't do anything to get rid of the smells, but the rain was a different matter -- the general lack of people made him more comfortable with channeling openly, thus he did. It was a basic weave: the rain fell on him, but it slid away as if encountering an invisible layer around Coran, making it look like diminutive waves were cascading over him. It was quite a disturbing sight, especially to those whose fear extended to things they could not comprehend. And confirming this was a man who saw Coran walking down Main Road -- the east to west route -- and then promptly turned and ran the other way, his booted feet splashing and spraying mud. Coran had only stared after him. Hurt, however, flickered at the edges of the Void. He went on walking, meaning to visit the Edificum again.
The roar grew louder. It was already more than audible -- saidin enhanced his hearing considerably, and the volume of the roar told Coran that the disturbance was only a mile or so away. But that distance was closing fast; the sound was growing ever louder, and only a couple minutes later Coran could hear it crashing against the wall, huge and powerful; the fortifications groaned in response, but they held.
The flood? Coran suddenly thought. Alarm, bright and sparkling, flared around the Void. It was already here.
The flood, the voice -- not Aeron, it was the voice, damn it! -- whispered.
And then, out of nowhere, the voice screamed: You've got to do something or we're all going to die!
Thunder. No, not thunder -- hooves. Coran pivoted and found himself gazing at a man on horseback, a man in the uniform of the Order of Straka. The man was standing in his stirrups, bellowing at the top of his lungs and whipping his horse so hard that the beast must be nearly frothing mad. "FLOOD! GET TO HIGH GROUND! FLOOD! GET TO HIGH GROUND! FLOOD!" the man roared, continuing down the road without even seeming to notice Coran.
The flood, he thought.
The flood, Aeron echoed, agreeing.
Coran ran.