by Carnath-Emory » Mon Nov 19, 2007 4:51 am
"He has sunk me into a well, and that is all I know for certain."
This is how it always begins, for it is not the first that she's spoken these words; nor will it be the last. She has made a mantra of these details, an incessant monologue of her voice throughout all the hours of her confinement.
"My hope is that he keeps me near Myrkentown still. If not there, it must surely be Foggy Bottom or even so far as Heath, and I think... I think that even you might not hear me there.
"I will not waste myself on that fear.
"He's done me no harm, save what was required to fetch me here. This shoulder will slow me a while, just as his svoloch' kick intended it to; the fall has left it useless, a knee not much better. My skull is done with its bleeding, there is only an ache -- "
Such an acute sense, which reaches across the many miles which separate voice from ears. Such a mind which drives it, which refines its focus, and which may have heard the chuckling sound which edged those words then. Might surely have recognised the wry amusement which coloured their sound.
"Ah, mne vzdrochennyi, mne zalupat'; what care have I for these things? These walls, they are not so high; I am sunk twelve feet into the earth, not twelve hundreds, and my hurts are not so much, are so very small. There are worse fates. There are places --
"But do you know, when I woke it was in coldness and quiet, and I could see nothing at all, there was a moment that I thought -- ah, we have no gods, no worlds after this one, yes? So that I woke in this quiet dark, and I thought that I was dead."
Some necessary pause, here: an unfortunate one, in the wake of such quiet morbidity. But there is a scarf which must be unwound from about a scalp that had insisted to bleed and bleed, and a broad wound to be gingerly tested. Her fingertips find damp, stiff hair, and skin still moist; find no free flow of blood at all, and there's wordless relief in that discovery.
"Hah. So I do not fear this, mn? Knowing that there is worse, knowing that this is so very small a hurt; I remember that you -- I do not forget the sight of it --
"I do not fear this. If it was murder he meant, he'd have had it by now. Arak's Ruin, he names that sword, and it was not its edge he wielded against me. He has left me living, he has left me armed, and soon we shall see if knives and gauntlets can scale me this wall. I think that his demand was a falsehood, and for your ears alone, and do you know -- Ah. I told the Governor this once, that he did not know how I may be compelled, and just this night that Teron Ashfiend, he stood there and he turned such a gaze on you.
"He knew.
"But I must be quiet for a time here, you must forgive me that, for I think he has no malice for me, but I do not intend to rot here awaiting his presence. He does not mean harm, but I think he is prone to distraction, and I will not die down here because he has forgotten to feed me, mn? Ah. I hope that you hear these things, I hope that you hear me, that you are not left to wonder -- I know that -- I know you wi --
"Oh, he --
"He comes."
And there is a second voice to join the first, then; there are such things as a voice like sepulchres and a fist that trembles walls.