by Cinnabar » Sun Apr 29, 2007 9:16 pm
A nod, ever so slight, in guarded agreement with Helstone's assessment.
"He visited, yesterday." A flicker of annoyance at the memory, anger brought to mind once more like a picked scab. "Miserable and hand-wringing and apologetic, limp and clammy as a damp rag; I don't think he'd slept or washed or changed into fresh clothes since the riot. It was all 'it's not my fault', and 'how was I to know?' and 'o woe, what have I wrought?', and yet hardly a word for how he would make things right again, how he would seek to make his Governorship worth the price paid by my men." He shakes his head scornfully. "That is not what Myrken needs in a Governor, not now." The High Constable sighs, visibly calming himself with an effort of will.
"I think he has noble intentions, and doesn't mean harm, but he perhaps doesn't see how harm might come from his actions. And he seems... averse to taking responsibility. He equates responsibility with blame, and strives to avoid it. I hope that will change. I shall endeavour to make sure that it does. If he needs guidance, then guidance he shall have." Lips set into a firm line at that, resolve clear in his features. "Roschen, I shall be sure to watch. Karolinger also. Lord Aldred, it happens, has invited me to dinner, which is interesting."
"I was told that you are not a man who trusts easily. Given recent events, I come to appreciate such a policy more and more myself." Again that wry smile, cynical humour quirking his lips. "But to be so consistently proven right in such beliefs is perhaps the bitterest cup of all."
Omnia mutantur, nos et mutamur in illis.