Revania...
i am not weak.
And so you are not, and so you will listen. So we will speak, as mother unto unborn daughter... and you shall realize what is in that bulging belly of yours.
we cannot speak of my babe; i came to free you, do you see? i thought if i helped you, then might you help me.
For fear of your very own existence, child, you would do well not to free me in this regard. Have you too not been a slave, Revania Rin`arie? I know your name, and would you free me from this pain I have taken so readily?
i --
No, sweet child. You will free me in other ways. What is within your body, young elf? What... are you breeding?
**
A sleeping mind often indulges in the most extraordinary of otherwise repressed though nevertheless innate desires; a sleeping mind must have the consumption of such things, such food, else there is no point to the Dreaming, no point to the moment of subconscious dominance and conscious submission. It must be that ethereal, that pregnant with necessity. And yet to a creature of the ether itself, a sleeping mind is all of these things desperately enhanced, like a painting with its colors made infinitely more vibrant, more prolific.
Think for a moment on the concept of sleeping Reverie, whose definitive talent is the work of Dream, the sensual products of the web. Consider: what she cannot know in her waking reality, she must often endure, by searching, in her innocent repose. The girl-child had queries; her sleep would contain the answers. The whole of the city had queries, and had whispered them to her, speaking of the pert and round fertility of the girl's immaculately virgin womb; that is the crux of it, when Reverie dared to Dream. And what a sleep is it, potent and drastically pregnant.
That is how she considered it.
That is what she thought.
**
there is a miracle growing within me. the black king gave this to me, do you see? audmathus says i am ugly and foolish, but in the end, he must --
I believed once that you were weak. And you have aided me, beautiful Revania Rin`arie, slave-child of The Land That Is A Lie, by striking a blow and giving me the heart of this demon, whose sins saw that it was slain by your hand.
he is very fine; this is my present, and he says i am a good girl.
Do not trust this black king, this Audmathus. My goddess thought fit to force me to trust his wills, and he has done this to me -- he has destroyed what was once powerful, holy, and blessed... and he wished for your conception only to mock me, to mock you. I am a baneful creature; I have slaughtered, I have spilled the blood of those who have opposed me. I have slaughtered my very siblings... and this, this... is what I have been given. And now, as I have been given once before, like a toy that is meant to be repaired and then broken, and repaired yet again... to you. Let us not follow the sequitur of one who seeks to hurt you, and seeks to hurt me. Let us change this.
who are you?
I am what you wish me to be. I shall grow and thrive, and be borne as you wish me to be birthed. He believes you are weak, and is using you to carry my essence.
i do not know you.
He has tainted your womb with the blood of demons; be not fooled by his manipulation, child. Cecinefien Audmathus Xhevus, reincarnated by the fingers of a dreaded priestess, seeks only to serve himself. I am his blade, Revania Rin`arie. He has enslaved me at the will of his goddess, and has not granted me my peace!
you must tell me your name.
I seek not to hurt you, Revania Rin`arie. If this is what I wished to do, then surely I would have done so -- I would have allowed you to free me from these chains, would have swallowed you in greed. But we are one now...
you would be so pretty, if only you would let me help you down...
Do you not know why you have sought me out? What grows within you, little one, is me! When I am reborn, his sword will vanish, and I will be yours, infantile, forgetful... created anew, knowing nothing of how we speak now, knowing never what I have done in my past. My flesh will be only flesh. Do not please him, for he is one who desires only to destroy you, and your baby. I, too, Revania, was once a mother.
you are my baby... you are my baby, and he will not take you.
Because you are powerful. It is never the case, when a mere child must defend the likeness of a high priestess, of one of my past goddess' own elite... but I am yours now. Embrace your darker aspects, and I will be born a creature of murder and torture. And never thought I that I would seek protection for the peace of my existence in the hands of a creature whose origin my own should boldly label as wretched and unfitting.
i am ugly.
Will you protect me, sweet Revania?
i will love you, and my sister will love you; and none may get from me what i do not want...
Will you allow me... to protect you?
i will; i will.
I will trust you, Revania Rin`arie. .. You will not be his tool, his toy, or his slave. You are far, far too strong. You will bear me, and you will make me yours... Mother...
who are you?
My name, child... is Avel.
**
Her sleep was fed; it was satisfied, complete, like a hungry child suckling cruelly at a milk-full breast. And when it finished; it ground to a halt; it shattered into shards of glass and rays of darkness. Her mind was like to breaking a massive mirror of existence itself, and seeing it fall beyond the frame; though there was no frame, and now, entirely, there was nothing but the web, stretching its silver threads pleasantly, dangerously. Nothing but the web, which like a tapestry unraveling soon did its best to fade, to vomit her from its recesses like unchewed meat.
She was sitting upon a chair; this was the only perfect thing that she could do. For it is important to mark the utterly vapid expression, or nonexpression of her full-moon face; as if she had been frozen into place, listening to a far-off, innately compelling circumstance. See too that her small feet hung far above the floor, that the toes were curled and painted red with flesh. That she woke without waking.
("Look down, songbird...")
A small black spider tore its way through the gelatinous substance of her eye, and it scurried from her socket, trailing gore; it crawled as spiders will down the childishly-formed confines of Reverie's face. It dropped to the floor like a piece of coal, and drowned in the blood pouring from her womb.
("Look down upon... perfection.")
