Five years, ten, it truly didn't matter. Time, as Mr. Burnie supposed, had ceased to register. Years slipped in and out of existence, blurred by alcohol and apathy, and no longer computed. Some reason to want to be found. Tebrin was scarcely certain he had a reason to want to be found. He had yelled, leaned forward, gestured, felt nearly like slugging the governor, for no good reason other than that he hated himself.
But Burnie had a way with words. A way with Tebrin. A way of touching so directly on his feelings that he could have found it frightening, nearly supernatural. The closest to kin there is. His lips quirked, his anger dissipated, and for a brief moment, he was staring merely at a reflection of himself. Of someone he COULD HAVE been. Not at Glenn, not at the Governor, not at a man with a past as painful as his own. Simply at himself. He relaxed, lowered his gaze, backed away from his irrational fury. A place to stop. A chance. It was tempting, incredibly so, particularly because Tebrin TRUSTED this man in a way he trusted few others. Not even Calia (admittedly for good enough reason).
"...You're family, Glenn. No qualifiers attached. No 'as close to.' You're as good as family, as good as a brother, though I've been a shitty sibling, I suppose. I don't want to be the reason more family dies. Not you, not Rowen. Not anyone."
